life, life, life... why it has to be so different than our dreams? it's like me... i wanna be the nice little girl that meet the perfect guy and get married in a beautiful pink dress. However life decided differently...
why do i say that anyway? i need a breath. i' m just gonna smoke another malboro.

back and full of energy. i needed it! i still have to say that my lungs are already black and my hair smells smoke 1 miles away. Who's not addicted to ciggs anyway? People say that smoking is not a good thing to do, but at least i feel so free and calm when i smoke! and when i get high it's like the best times of my life.

I think we would be in a better world if we could smoke butterflies. yeah.